so i am getting sick now...my throat hurts really bad. um someone to remain nameless is truly trash in our eyes. sure i love her still i just wish she would make better choices ya know. but i guess she'll never change. i'm kind of depressed right now and i wish someone i knew and cared about (i.e. friends) would talk to me. i never have anyone to talk to. i could go to my mom but she would just say give it time you'll find someone. i'm sick and tired of giving it time, its been fucking four years and all i've gotten is 3 assholes and a friend with benefits. i just want to scream. i want it to rain and not storm at night so i could walk in the rain and cry. i haven't done that in a while. eh i'm done venting now.
...my throat hurts really bad. um someone to remain nameless is truly trash in our eyes. sure i love her still i just wish she would make better choices ya know. but i guess she'll never change. i'm kind of depressed right now and i wish someone i knew and cared about (i.e. friends) would talk to me. i never have anyone to talk to. i could go to my mom but she would just say give it time you'll find someone. i'm sick and tired of giving it time, its been fucking four years and all i've gotten is 3 assholes and a friend with benefits. i just want to scream. i want it to rain and not storm at night so i could walk in the rain and cry. i haven't done that in a while. eh i'm done venting now.
